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Time To Go Home

by Brian Bayer-Larson

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1.
You know why I'm here to come take you home "I'm lost!" you said "I don't know where to go." It's been many long years since you've seen that boy He's waiting for you let's come find your joy. You've looked in the darkness you've peeked through some doors you've seen what you haven't looked at before. Now it's time to go home It's time to go home Now it's time to go home... "Where have you been?" You asked me today. I know how you feel I don't know what to say You're legs are tired and your heart feels dead You've cried in the daylight I've heard all you've said You've looked in the darkness you've peeked through some doors you've seen what you haven't looked at before. Now it's time to go home It's time to go home Now it's time to go home...
2.
The big bright moon grew a circle in the sky I noticed it as I went walking on by the water, the cold, the cold water. It gave a light that was smooth and sort of blue It lit my way as I went walking down to the water, the cold, the cold water. I don't know much about the moon How it rises and falls And how grows a sure circle around it Anytime an icy night falls, an icy night falls Long ago on a cold California night I saw the moon sink 'neath a ridge to my right And my knees they buckled beneath me I have a friend who said he'd heard someone say "If you hold your hands out after a cold winter's day And the full moon is rising above you." "You can feel it's heat on the center of your palm." But it gets so cold that it doesn't take me long To put my hands back deep in my pockets. I don't know much about the moon How it rises and falls And how grows a sure circle around it Anytime and icy night falls I don't know much about the moon How it rises and falls And how grows a sure circle around it Anytime an icy night falls, an icy night falls.
3.
Like a flock of black ravens on and open field of snow So my love comes to my mind With her glance as a haven and a touch that lets me know She's a jewel of a find The laughing leaves never sang a song As beautiful as hers And she's pretty as an orchard in the sweet autumn time Her eyes are the grass where I lay down in my dreams She's a quilt for my soul My thirsting body runs to her as if she were a stream It's by her I'll make my home Never in this world have I come to such a place And never in this world will I kiss another face.
4.
Got no thing against this world It's nearly always done me right But if I see beyond my skin See all that isn't white You know my blood's the same as yours Red and running through my veins Like they're running through the streets Like they're running through the rain There's so much that keeps us here In these holes not dug by us There's so much that keeps here Waiting on this bus Wanna grab your hand in mine Wanna face the screaming crowd Wanna break down every door Wanna shout it all out loud Don't believe a word he says He's all crooked twisted lies He's got venom in his voice Black magic in his eyes Let's walk across that line Let's see how much they care Set a hammer to these walls Let's see how much we dare To feel our hands entwined To face the screaming crowd To break down every door To shout it all out loud
5.
Give me a bench with rice field views The open air blows The rocking car lulls and soothes Speak to me sir and say what you know I've gotten a strange feeling You've got some wisdom so show Lunch goes out the window Cold drinks clink in the aisle When a child waves I wave I wave I laugh and I smile Oh I smile Chennai soon the sun is gone My lips are spiced It's no longer hot just warm Oh give me back that breeze and rhythm With a rocking car's song And an Indian man's vision
6.
Via Dolorosa 03:39
Oh the Via Dolorosa, the way of the cross it winds through the allies past the dirty dark walls and out to the open the magistrates sit Oh the Via Dolorosa Oh the Via Dolorosa, the way of the cross it goes through your kitchen through all your halls and into you bedroom with your love lying there Oh the Via Dolorosa Oh the Via Dolorosa, the way of the cross it leads through your country it's the way of the lost across all the highways and through all the skies straight through the heartland and mountains so high Oh the Via Dolorosa Oh the Via Dolorosa, the way of the cross through chambers and doorways where you've counted the cost we will walk this dark alley we will climb this steep hill
7.
Small chapel, early evening In the late winter light The candle are all lit Around us and before us The cantor starts the chorus As I look from 1 to 12 The wooden burden on His back And a long walk up ahead, "for you my child" He said so mild. Now the harmonies are swelling Some are fishing for their line But all of us are asking "Jesus, remember me?" "Remember me." In the silence after song I heard a flock over head Traveling to their home With hopes of the spring time A green land they will find.
8.
Mother, you'll never know And I my words will never show How much I love you. But I need a place to go. I need room to grow I need room to learn I need room to fall I need room to cry to say goodbye Father, your son Has heard your words And now he will run To go and test them But I need your voice to say I'm always welcome home. I need room to grow I need room to learn I need room to fall I need room to cry to say goodbye A young man now And my life's just begun 20 years with you and in 20 years I've won Your affection And I know that I have always been The good one But I need room to grow I need room to learn I need room to fall I need room to cry to say goodbye.
9.
She's got a diamond in her eye Sun rises in her hair And she speaks the sound of soft wind in the morning mountain air She's a tiny flower trembling Before the coming of the spring And she's waking with a new day and she hopes in everything. She's a lonely mother crying her children are the poor. And she'll nurse them all to health again and walk them to the door. She's a firework in the distance Lighting up the sky. She's a sight I only catch from the corner of my eye. She's a half moon partly hidden By storm clouds in the night. And she stays behind the storm clouds hiding all her light.
10.
When the wind is blowin' sideways and the rain is in your eyes When your runnin' far from something and you don't know where to hide When your wakin' up and crying 'cause there's trouble on your mind When you clock is loudly ticking and empty's all you find I'll be there, when you call any time at all Winter, Spring, Summer, and Fall When it feels like all your prayin' gives you nothin' in your hands And when it feels like all your saying's getting covered up in sand When the coming of the day makes your scared to go to bed And the early morning bird songs Leave you feeling full of dread I'll be there, when you call any time at all Winter, Spring, Summer, and Fall You're the words to all my songs You're the rhymes in all my poems You're the flower for my bee Your the light when I come home And if your feeling so alone and your got is fear Let me hold you close against me and whisper in your ear That I'll be there, when you call any time at all Winter, Spring, Summer, and Fall

about

I've always been a songwriter. Just like I've always been a guitar player and a singer. It's only that I stopped listening. First, I got married. Then a real job. Soon it was a house. Eventually came the kids. Somewhere along the way I stopped hearing the small melodies that used to sing in my ear. I stopped paying attention to the words and phrases that used to fill my notebooks. But then, a miracle. In the Winter of 2017 when the world seemed to be losing itself in madness, I started to scribble out my anger, sing out my response, and soon the songs started to flow again. With the help of good friends I kept on writing and some suggested I try to record. "Why not?" I said. This album is what followed. It's the result of a small miracle, old friends, and a willingness to listen once again.

credits

released October 13, 2017

Thanks to Paul Van Ness for his endless generosity and time; Josh, Craig, Peter, Wayne, and Stevens for the opportunity to share and their encouragement; John and Adam for their listening ears; Andy for his enthusiasm and help; and especially to my wife, Susan, for everything.

Recorded, mixed, and mastered at Van Ness Creative, Beverly, MA

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Massachusetts-based singer/songwriter spinning tunes about hope, relationships, family, and the Spirit.

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